i do not love you you only give me good songs
i do not need you but your voice is always buzzing in my ear
I do not want you you only keep me awake
And nothing i do seems to move my mind away from you
I do not need another ditch in my life
The sun already shines on my skin too bright
I do not want to hear what you’ve been up to
It only reminds me of the times i could’ve not been blue
I could
Carve myself out for days
And sing until my lungs caved
But i guarantee you’d still be floating around my mind
And i
Wish i could see the world
And everything you love thru your eyes
But i am too lonely and scared of falling out for you
I do not love you you only give me good songs
My brain has run out of things to cope about
The nighttime is the only time i am awake
The sun is so alive and it reminds me too much of you
Its not that i want you dead i just dont want you around
The buzzing in my ear keeps me from thinking straight
It keeps me from acting like a normal human being
And im so tired of trying to be like you
Not even wine makes me feel better anymore
And the sun doesnt care
That i have never been more bored
The days are shorter
And the nights are colder
And i dont really want to be here
If the winter this year is anyting like the last
I might as well end up
With my hands tied behind my back
The people around me
Dont seem to be bothered
By my apperance or terrible smell
And because the sun only stays for likes an hour
Its an excuse for me not to get up
or take a shower
Either way i promise
I am still here sometimes
But I might as well stay in bed
And because winter always sucks
And because i am too weak to care
Ill stay in my bed
Rest my silly head
And wont come out until i am dead
The rain seems to like my poor little mood
It follows me around
And pokes at my blues
Until the day i
Can feel a little less insane
Ill fall asleep lonely and afraid
I need to read a book or get out a little more
Take my pets for a walk
Instead of barfing on the floor
Cos every night i come home
And have forgotten your name
Im sorry but i need to be as dead as i can be
Another night gone and another day gone
Another night lost and another day drawn on
Theres too many people
And too much air
Surrounding poor little me
And because winter always sucks
And because i am too weak to care
Ill stay in my bed
Rest my silly head
And wont come out until i am dead
And because i am too weak to care
And the cold really gets me
Ill stay in bed
Rest my ugly head
I wont come out until i am dead
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