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satan, my Pal

by the milk afterwards

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1.
The chemicals in my brain keep telling me That your face had the right shape And the right way about it And my eyes keep looking in the right direction But my mouth cant conjure up What to do or mention And the sky never looked so sweet The sun never really came out But my brain still thought about you And ill be thinking about you until the day When the stars have dissipated Into the sun and we all get sucked into a cloud I never wanted to Write anything about you But my hands kept on going And my brain kept on scratching At my insides And now the chemicals in my brain keep telling me That i couldn’t watch you leave Without melting into the floor Now what will i do i lost my head Into a bowl of non sense That i think i am meant to live in And the water never tasted so good Drinking from the hands of an angel Into a river flowing towards the lake You brought me a soul and made me Into a harp that you played Until your hands grew numb And i grew cold I never wanted to Write anything about you But my hands kept on going And my brain kept on scratching At my insides
2.
Mama says im gonna die by the age of 25 Shes worried that my guts will spill out onto her rug And ruin all of her childhood dreams Of always having a child to love Mama says im gonna die by the age of 25 I speak too fast and cant keep up with myself And she says i am gonna end up With my dead head displayed on a shelf Oh but maybe i Have nothing left to live for im so full of mush and boredom Maybe dying by 25 Is what i was meant to do If that's the case i might as well follow through Mama says im gonna die by the age of 25 I spend too much time all alone in my room im starting to leave a sweat stain on my sheets From swimming in all this gloom Mama says im gonna die by the age of 25 But Maybe that is how life should really end There's nothing left to do after 25 All the time i had left has all been spent Oh but maybe i Have nothing left to live for Im so full of mush and boredom Maybe dying by 25 Is what i was meant to do If that's the case i might as well follow through And maybe i want to die by 25 What else is there to do? Life is bored and im growing too old For being able to do what i want to do Mama says im gonna die by the age of 25 The time i had on earth has been well spent From dying eyes to sleepless nights What else is there to do If im gonna die by 25 I might as well follow through
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I try to write something but everything that comes out of my mouth is so sad And everything i say or do ends up being about you or someone else That i do not want to think abuot I dont want to think about anything at all No matter how many times i try there is still an edge inside my head And it makes me feel like i am going crazy about everything That i do not want to deal with I ignore everything that comes my way I apologize for every word that i say And every pitiful sigh that i make Im just waiting for something to slap me around And tell me that i can probably get out of this I cant stop making up stories to go along with events that never happened Im trying to live everyday like the last but its all glued to the past i cant get into any current event I enter everyday like it was never meant to be spent I apologize for every sad song And everything that i have said so wrong I just dont know how to word the things i need to say So im writing about it every single day

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released November 16, 2016

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the milk afterwards Memphis, Tennessee

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